I Know

I know you're silently watching me.
I know you're still interested hearing updates about me.
I know you're still trying to figure things out.
I know that you know things by now.
I know how much I have hurt you.
I know I need to thank you so much for everything you have done and given me.
I know I have been so unfair but I know it will be more unfair if I will just let things be.
I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but still I want to say that I am so sorry.
There's more to life than having me, than loving me and I am sure you also know that.