When is the right time to let go and to hold on?

When is the right time to raise your hands on love? Sometimes I feel like I can no longer bear things out, I feel like giving up. I was asking myself where did I go wrong? Where did I fall short of? Is there anything I have not done which should be done?

I am losing hope. When is the right time to let go and to hold on? Lord, please give me enough of strength to carry things out.

Wanting To Scream

Have you been in a situation wherein you have a lot of things to say but you just can't utter any of those words? In as much as you would want to scream what's in your thoughts sometimes there's something within that controls you.

No one wishes for the worst scenario. Instinctively, you don't intend to hurt other people's feelings. However, there are times when you just have to say a little of what's in your mind and keep a portion of it.

If I could only spill out these negative emotions then I would probably do it instantly. It's hard. It is as if I am being pulled apart again.

Pessimistic Me Once More

Sometimes I wonder if it's me and my dirty mind who's at fault. Isn't it that I've got a fast mind to think ahead? I guess nothing's wrong with that but thinking the negative way was my usual problem. I don't know if it's because of lack of trust, or something that has to do with his history or was it brought about by my own experiences.

I hate arguments. I want to talk things out right away. I don't want any delay as that could even lead me to more negative thoughts. As such I tend to become too persistent and demanding yet I always long for understanding.

I need an assurance as I want to let go of this kind of character. I want to live again.